Hi I'm Soul.

I want to say sorry to everyone first.
What I did was wrong and I shouldn't have continued.
I am well aware that I could have avoided all this if I had just told everyone the truth. And I am sorry.

Truly, I'm very sorry.

[Very loud vine boom sound]
You know.. I can never actually say to ppl that I'm sad. I feel like it's just embarrassing..and I don't want to be made fun of. I don't want others to worry too. I just really don't want to sound like a burden. Like an emo kid seeking for attention.

I wish to see people having fun, or at least enjoyed being friends with me. Even if it's for a moment. And I don't want to ruin it by venting out to them. I'm aware of how it can be annoying.
I really want to thank everyone who's been acquaintances ,friends or best friends with me.

I'm in my lowest and I'm currently trying to get through everything. Stay safe
Again, I'm sorry.